31 March 2008
After one week of slacking, night life... I thought I could be able to adjust back fast. But I'm wrong. I guess not only I've lost direction at work, but also in my life. I do not know what exactly I want. And I don't think working in the bank is suitable for me, perhaps... I want a night life job.
I do not know whats on earth she (mum) has done that makes me so pissed off. She did nothing, just that she tries to wakes me up for dinner that she brought it over. Jie*2 sms(ed) me when I was hanging out outside with my friend. Her sms was long and makes me felt totally remorseful for my fucking attitude. I'm way too tired from my night life with Jasmine last night. We head to the bottom up @ boat quay and only get back home this morning 9am+. Played with my lil' niece till 2.30pm then I catch some sleep before meeting baby at night. I only had 4hours of sleep, I'm superior tired. Mom does not know about it, she thought was the usually me, sleeping and sleeping. I'm in the wrong. I shouldn't had showed her my ATTITUDE. Then I sat down on the dining table and took my rice, is was like darn full that obviously I couldn't finish it. And she has been cooking rice for so many years, yet she can still cook the rice till so dried up, or so sticky due to insufficient water, or excess water she added in. She knew I would be mad with her over that, and again... I commented she was such a lousy cooker. My sister sms warned me, she's our mom... why I treated her like this all the times when she came over. She told Jie*2 that why other childrens can be so nice to their parents, why can't her childrens does the same thing. I've told my mom before, don't compare us with others. She has never seen any childrens treated their parents badly. I told her, she should be kind of forturnate to have us. Especially... us. I admit, our attitude towards them are really sucks, but we (childrens) really care a lot about them. Is just that, we do not know how to show it out. Just like they do not know the correct way of expressing their concern towards us.
I know very clearly, I can't afford to lose her. She's my everything. Yet I do not know how to cherish her. I dote her a lot, a lot. I don't deny I favours her more than the old man. (I shall talks about him another day, otherwise... this entry will be damn long). I always tried my very best to make her happy like bringing her out for a shop, bringing her out to eat something nice, or shares with her food that I likes, my favourite eating place. All along since young, I always wanna makes them special on their birthday. I wanna them feels different, by giving them a treat or call for a celebration. But they don't appreciate it. They said I'm wasting my money. Just like my sis birthday last week. She said, buying her a cake... why not might as well get her the converse shoes. She doesn't knows about it, that I do thought of buying for her. Just that I'm unsure of the design that she wants, the size that she's wearing. And she already had so many pairs of shoes inside the store room, I don't see a need that she needs it. Is kinda weird that a person birthday celebrate its without a birthday cake. So I ordered the Emi D24 Durian Cake for her. She's still unsatisfied.
I always did something and I expect a return. I wanna them to buy me things which is memorable for my birthday. But never... never ever had I receive anything from them other than red packets from parents. Cash from brothers, cake from sister. I couldn't sense any sincerity in them. Perhaps... I expected too much, too much.
Brother and I are the same. We don't like to talk much when we're back home. We 'll just head straight to the room. He'll switch on the fan and TV. I'll switch on the fan and computer. I expect them (parents) to know that, that is us. Mummy said... why other childrens can talk with their parent so nicely, why can't we. I've tried... is tough. Ever since moved to sister place, I hardly talks to her like what I used to be at home. I would be lying on her bed, right beside her. Sometimes she hugs me and we just chit chat even when I'm 19years old. When I cried she showered me with love, just like I'm a newborn baby. Though that makes me even feels like crying, I just love it. I could sense her love.
Why? Why everything just can't be like before.
I hope I'll luv myself more
03:32
29 March 2008
Slept at 5am this morning and just woke up around 7pm++. I think I lost my direction at work. I do not know what I really want, n I'm so afraid that I might flunk my 2nd empowerment test and guess thats it. M sure they will transfer me to department. =( Perhaps... a change of environment is good for me too.
M so tired, n going out later to meet babe at Boat Quay Pub maybe slack till morning then come home. Baby maybe wanna meet me too, for breakfast.. think I'll meet her but I won't wanna eat. Cuz I put near 3kgs after coming back from this trip. And I swear, I wanna go jogging soon. Perhaps... Monday.
So tomorrow reached home, first thing to do is to shower then to empty my luggage and wash up all my clothes before I sleep. N I cannot afford to sleep more than 4hours. I'll make sure I do something to keep myself awake and turn in at 9pm.
Alright, m off to shower. Take care peeps.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:14
For the first time, I'm lazy to blog. So 'll just simply blog about the day two and three trip at Bangkok in points form.
Was being drag out of bed by Kelly and guess we were too late for breakfast. All the food turns cold. And there ain't much that I dare to eat other than the white plain breads and toasted bread that Kelly prepared for me.
Went back to our room after breakfast and the driver picked us up around 11am to platunam mall/market and the nearby shopping centre. Guess there was really a great place to shop, and we could shop till drop. Most of the Ts, I bought it there at rather a cheap price that equivalent to S$3.
Day 3 we woke up pretty early for the breakfast and guess I ate too much. Haha.. Kelly shouted for me when she finished bathing. She asked if I could see the numbers on the mirror. Yepp... we were btoh frightened. I just quickly get changed and check out. We just went around the streets near our INN. Then went to MBK cuz Kelly wanna help her colleague to buy coconut sweet with peanuts.
I hope I'll luv myself more
04:05
27 March 2008
Tuesday went out at night to meet baby for dinner around 1am++ went back home but both of us didn't sleep. Until 3am++ when baby went to sleep, I went to shower and get prepared. Was ready by 4.30am, waiting for Kelly's sms. She didn't sms me lah, then didn't know which no she using, so smsed both number. Was wearing my shoes when I then recalled that I left my passport inside my room. Took cabby to search for Kelly, she gave me the wrong st name. But luckily the driver was patient enough. =) Reached the airport, was searching for place to eat, but... is like when we finally found it, she said that she don't feel like eating. So head to BS to get 2 egg tarts.
Board the plane, at the check point, then get the know from that #%*!@# officer that anything above 100ml, has to be disposed. And my things were all branch new. She threw away my toner, my facial form, my shampoo and body form. She sucks, she told me off that I should do my homework before I travel. But in the first place, ur colleagues didn't tell us about it. Piss off, I was so pissed off by her attitude that I break down. I cried cuz I was afraid I might not get any suitable one when I arrived Thai...
So we've got this driver picked us when we walked all the way out to the waiting area. He sent us back to hotel first then sent us around for shopping. Is so good to 've your own driver eh? Friends wanna go BK, go shop around MBK, a great shopping centre. Unless you're going for branded stuffs, then go for Siam Centre but is more expensive down there. =) We met a passerby who happens to be a Singaporean. And we bumped into her 3times a day, is like so coincidence eh?
Have lots of fun shopping, lots of laughters. =D
Both of us are broke now... =(
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:33
25 March 2008
Meet up with Kelly to IMM just wanna go S&K to get the tee. Who knows the outlet there is clearance outlet. Damn it. So we just walk around and had our lunch @ Red Ginger. N damn is, my lunch cost me $6.60+$1.50 (Bubble Tea) = $8.10 is damn ex de lor.
Just walk around and went to JP. Didn't get anything much over there. Then head to central to get our prepaid card. =) Reach home, wanna pack my stuffs but look... I'm so darn lazy.
My bonus will be gone, just to pay up my debt of 2.6K which I overdrawn. That much I spent this month. F***
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:00
Tomorrow will be away to Thai, kinda miss my friends. Gonna be away for 3days not sure if I can adapt to the environment over there. Scare I fall sick. *touch wood eh*
Alright mummy came over 5pm plus and she saw me at home. Guess what? She asked if I wanna eat, then I forgotten that I meeting Hau @ JP @ 6pm for dinner. Then I nodded my head. Luckily I saw the message I sent to Michelle, saying that I'm going out. Then I remembered that I m going to office to pass customer documents to Yi Xiang. So told her that I'm going out. Then she starts nagging again. I told her I'm going out for dinner, she said... I cook you don't wanna eat wanna go outside eat. Sighs... go out eat she also wanna nag, never eat then she kept saying I don't wanna eat. Sians. Don't know how to satisfied her. Anyway, mummy is nice lah, cuz if I wanna eat... she intends to go back home and bring another packet of rice over for me. Hees. Still remembered that time she prepared my favourite xian cai ya tang, I wanna eat but lazy to go over, so she heated up and bring it over for me. Mummy, you're so GREAT!
Waited for cabby, like so difficult to hail one. Damn... Reached office Robin said that I so dao never say hello. Haha... luckily I went back got say bye bye, if not he sure say me again. Then took bus down to meet Hau. She called me half way, I thought she caught me smoking. Haha... went to bentobox to eat. After that, she said she wanna get a pair of shoes. I told her I saw one nice covered shoes @ CK. So we went there, but she don't like the one. She eyed on the other one instead. Tried out, think not suitable for her. We saw bags, I liked the camel colour one. She liked the white one. Actually I like the white one too. But I don't wanna buy same one with her, though she don't mind. I guess I mind. Haha... don't know. =) I'm weirdo. I saw a sandals quite nice, I bought that. The salesgirl then told us to get something else, cuz 150bucks can be their member, life time member. So Hau bought that pair of shoes. =)
Went to World of Sports. She wanna get a water bottle, but didn't see any she likes one. She then showed me the slipper that she bought. I tried on, is comfortable. But I eyed on the other pair. Don't 've size 8, only have 5,6 and 10. I tried the 10. Is just fit, though a lil' lose, but can tighten de. So I just bought it for 40bucks. Haha... spent a lot today. Then went down to watson, she wanna get whitening lotion. Haha... she's already so fair! Head back home. Saw Kelly (Hui Hui) working @ SE. She called me first. Glad that she still rmbs me.
Hmm... then meet baby @ PM just to acc her for dinner. I didn't really eat lor. Cuz was like darn bloated. She eats for me... =) Then slack around 1am then head back home. She so toot wanna call cab for me when reached her house void deck. Thought she wanna go where sia. But despite of her tooth-ness... I find her cute, and sweet. Haha... appreciate what she tried to do.
Just shower out. Luckily didn't wash my bed fitted sheet, cuz evening time when I left home was like raining cats and dogs. Guess I'll wash only when I'm only back from Thai, cuz I won't be sleeping on the bed for 3days? Then is like v dusty...
Headache again, guess tml morning wake up then draft up my kit list before meeting Kelly for lunch to discuss about our trip. Girl sorry, not able to meet you tonight.
I hope I'll luv myself more
02:57
24 March 2008
Finally m gonna have a long break from work. =) M on block leave of consecutive of 5days and Sat I'm having an off day, so will only be back to work on the 31Mar. Yesterday mummy came over and she said that she wanna cook lunch for me but I told her not to. I thought I'm meeting my friend in the afternoon, but who knows the earliest meet up is at 6 in the evening. =(
Bro in law called and said that mummy told him that I miss out one injection when I was a baby. He asked me to go polyclinic and get it injected. Perhaps, that might be the cause of the rashes. Haha... won't be that coincidence bahs. Anyway m lazy.
I've to travel back to school to collect the GPA Award, and is like damn fucking far. Sighs. And I only can collect on 31Mar onwards. Is like wth... but luckily I've an off day on the 4 Apr. Hees. I think I took too many off days. But no choice, can't be helped. Who asked me to flunk my empowerment test. Damn it. Like a useless person now. Sians.
Just finish vacuum n mopping up the house. Later gonna bring in those clothes and wash up my bed fitted sheet. Then shower and start drafting up my kit list for Wednesday.
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:30
23 March 2008
Wow this morning reach home after bathe couldn't get to sleep. So was blogging and browsing through webbies. Went to work, during and after the morning briefing so stoned. Kept yawning till non-stop and both Elaine and Kellyn were laughing at me. Haha... went to next door to buy cigarette while waiting for officers to lock cash. Who knows it took so long that I fallen asleep at the waiting area. Damn. Wanna head home straight but kellyn said that she wanna go JP to buy shoes. Accompanied her, but she didn't get anyone after trying. So she asked if I wanna have lunch together with her, I accompanied her again though I really not hungry at all. I only felt sleepy. So tired and it was drizzling when I took bus back home, so took one big round, zzz inside bus first. Reach home, head straight to room and get changed starts sleeping till 7pm++ when baby sms me. Meet her at JP to have dinner. Again, not hungry but eat. Went to arcade to play, only she playing. Guess she's sian also. After which don't know wanna go where slack. She was looking at the mrt map. Was merely commenting that the frog legs porridge at geylang is very nice. And really, we went there. Haha... crazy right? Yepp eat again. Is like darn bloated.
Actually I wanna go the pub that we went to last night. But doubt she wants. And she did mentioned that it was like so boring to keep patronizing the same pub. Been hanging out with her these few days. Realised that we do not have much common interest other than smoking and drinking. Hanging out with her not sians, but scare she feels very sians only. Sighs.
Having bad headache, damn it. Tomorrow shall blog about lil' niece and jiejie birthday. Take good care everyone.
Tomorrow most probably will be doing laundry and tidying up my room bahs. Sighs... room always messy. =(
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:55
22 March 2008
Meeting mentor at BL food court but I was half an hour late cuz I only woke up 9am. Walked towards Hui Jun block to take cabby to suntec. When we reached there the briefing already started. More many crowds but still manage to tag on. After which wanna go off at 3pm but the event incharge don't allow. He said, only 3.30pm then can go off. But I meeting baby at 4pm at JE. So I left at 3pm. While waiting for her, went down to smoke. Then I sat at this chairs offered outside the control. And this uncle turned and called me when I was lighting up my cigarette. Accidentally I burnt my hair. Damn it. When she reached, she accompanied me to the hair salon and get it trimmed. =) 5bucks.
Then took bus and head down to queensway to get her piercing stuffs. Then I bought 2 ear rings as well. Next head down to bugis to buy watch. Then went up to 've dinner before her tattoo. Nice nice norhx. Then I went to the shop infront to buy accessories as well as 2tops.
Hmm.. after which don't know where else to go. So we meet up with mic n bf to boat quay pub. Enjoyed myself. Didn't know that someone delicated my fav song, Umbrella by Rihanna. Anyway, hang till around 4am plus then went back. Mic drove us back home =) Thx.
stoned
I hope I'll luv myself more
07:06
20 March 2008
This morning was like full of surprises. Initially was Kellyn sms, I didn't know how did she get my contact no. She was late for work not because of overslept. But she was thinking to tie or not to tie up her hair. =) Next was Elaine called me up to ask me pass a document for her customer to sign on it. When I found out customer would be reaching around 8.30am, I was taken aback. I don't even reach branch that early. And yepp, customer was waiting for me. And colleagues were all waiting for me for the morning briefing. CSM called and asked me in, he passed me the empowerment paper that I took last evening. And as expected, I flunk the paper. I was feeling so shrug. Sighs... careless mistakes. Damn it. 2nd paper on the first week of Apr. I hope I'll pass lah. Please.
Was already feeling so down yet mentor kept nagging about unnecessary things. Piss off. Was sitting at PFC area till I fallen asleep when I waited for their monthly detail check to finish.
Get to know from mentor that our rev bonus will be 3.25mths. Ooo... I'm waiting for the day to come.
End work reach home pretty early. Watched 'Ah Wang' then went into my room to sleep till 11.40pm, woke up to meet baby for dinner cum supper and just hang around PM. Met my primary school friend down there and nice hanging out with all of them. And this friend of my friend, asked if I owes Chanel stuffs. *Blush*
Later going to NSC with mummy so tired. Guess she will still come over even when I told her I'll go over. Cuz I'll definitely be late... =)
help room in a mess
;(
I hope I'll luv myself more
04:12
18 March 2008
Sunday meet up with Gina to AMK Hub for shopping and yepp I finally bought 2 tops from T3. Realised that the designs that I saw previously, majority ran out of stock. =( But the sales girl told me that they'll 've stock coming in, but next week will be more. See if I've time to drop by there this Thursday cuz m going back for check up.
Then we head to IKEA to get the wardrobe. Didn't manage to ask mummy along. So I bought the one that Elaine suggested me to get. And I've asked them to deliver it over on Good Friday since they can only tell me the delivery time is between 3-6pm. If I were to ask them deliver it over on my off day (Thurs) then it'll be too rush for me. But who knows, Friday I've to do event at Suntec. Hmm.. =( Sians.
At night meet baby out for dinner at PM. Hmm... both of us were like so quiet? Haha... nvm. And she's so cute! She bought me L size lemon tea cuz she thought that the L size can accompany me back home. When I reach my house void deck, I was like bloated and I couldn't sleep at night. Sobbs.
Nothing much about Monday, hmm... was the bus schedule for bus 30 in the morning changed? I waited pretty long on that day. And was too exhausted that I turn in at 8.30pm without taking my dinner
This morning as usual, reach work place on the dot. Just right before the meeting starts. Luckily CSM still inside otherwise... he'll caught me reaching on the dot again. =) Tomorrow 3 staffs off, down of 1 teller. CSM left with no choice but to force me to take my empowerment test this evening, because I'll only be reinstate if only I pass with 85marks. Hmm... wondering how well/badly I've done. Tomorrow gotta reach early and find out my marks. Though CSM already found a relief teller. Because after tomorrow, I'll be off on Thursday. Then Friday is a PH I won't be at branch but at roadshow. Sat m back for half day work. Then I'll be on block leave of 5days! Hees. Envious? So Monday I'll be packing my room, Tuesday maybe shopping and packing of my stuffs for the Thai Trip on Wednesday morning. And I'll be back on Friday. Friday evening will be doing laundry, Saturday will be resting since having half day off. Sunday have a good rest and Monday back to starts my tellering!
Alright, I just can't wait to be back at counter lah. And once I'm back 2 more weeks to go before I get my bonus. Haha... can't wait! Cuz is like damn lots? But*3 I've to return back to my mummy like near 2k? Haha... I over spent my money. Opps. But after Apr... I'll be able to save. And I swear this time round, I'll pay my rental from Apr onwards. Cuz I've been staying here for 1year. And with OC for exactly 1year. =)
I think the DBS internet banking causes me lots of inconveniences. Unlike OCBC, you just have to apply through ATM machine and they'll send u the token and just get it registered online. POSB send me the user ID first, without the PIN how am I going to log in. Then when I received the PIN, I misplace my user ID. Then I went to request for this user ID to be send to me via SMS, I didn't receive via SMS but mailer. Then now when I've got the user ID, PIN and the device, I lost my registration code which comes together with the device. Who will keep the box when it's already no use? Who knows the printed the registration code on the box. Sighs...
Now I got the new wardrobe, I've to think of a new layout for the room again. N my room is like in a huge mess which makes me so lazy to tidy up. Sians.
Yawn, so sians. So tired. Hopefully tomorrow time flies fast.
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:08
16 March 2008
Things hasn't been flowing smoothly for my friends and me. Whats exactly went wrong? I do not know.
I guess I've forgotten to introduce my new colleague, Kellyn. She's our new PFC and I hope she'll stays over here after her training completed. From the first day I met her, we've been so close and clicked on so well. =) That's good for me eh? Hees. She took her initiative to talk with me most of the time. And we could chat about almost everything. Saturday we noticed that both of us wore black skinny jeans and we had the same pair of shoes. The one that I bought it from KL Heatwave. She dotes me, and she pampers me just like a big sister. So sometimes is a lil' weird if I were to guide her on certain things that is new to her. Hur*2... alright... thats all about her for today.
After work fetch up lil' niece at her school then brought her out to IKEA with Elaine (my PFC). Elaine was looking for a book shelve and I was looking for wardrobe. She manage to find the ideal one and I offered to help her carry up her house. After which, she accompanied us to the playground near her house void deck. She don't really like children but I knows she really appreciates my help. Surprised to see that she'll with my niece at the playground.
Took cabby back home and asked bro in law to come to and fetch the lil' niece as I'm heading to JP to meet baby. Initially thought that the 2 of us, but when reach / reaching FEP baby told me that Zhen meeting us. =) So went up to Sakura for dinner and walked to PS. We just hang around there until 12am++ went to Jas place as we were all worried for her. Not that worse than what we thought. Thought we could sort and solve things out last night. But it doesn't seems to solve any misunderstanding in between us. And friends like us don't expect their friendship to turn this sour.
Reach home only this morning, and took a hot bath before doing some laundry. Must grab the opportunity of having such a good weather like today. Hopefully later it won't rains cuz m going out to AMK Hub to do shopping =)
I hope I'll luv myself more
12:45
15 March 2008
Woke up early this morning but I miss the bus, so was a slightly late for work. =) After the morning tradition, CSM told me that he actually wants me to off today. I was kinda surprised by what he said, I thought our off day is flexible? Piss off*
Mentor asked me to see what needs to be follows up, asked me to help out. But there's really nothing for me to do other than helping out as a SA.
Alright, work ends pretty early this evening. So I went to POSB bank @ JP to get my user id for my internet banking to be solved. Initially I lost my password, then when they sent me the password, I misplace my ID. Damn it...
Went to watson to exchange my concealer, bought the wrong colour and is so nice of the promoter to exchange it to me. By right, she cannnot do that. Cuz firstly, is different watson outlet and I've no receipt to prove that I bought it from watson. She was a nice lady.
Reach home talked with my niece. Ever since I'm feeling unwell, I stop showing my concerns on her school pfm. N I lost control easily and guess sometimes... I frightened her. My mood changed very fast, I hate myself to core. Now I feeling slightly better, hmm... no matter what I cannot vent my frustration on her.
Just received sms from her. Was surprised of what she text on my mobile. But no matter what, she's still my close friend and I promise all of you. No matter what happened, please let me know I'll be there for you just like what I've done for her.
Took cabby down who knows she replied me that she bump into her aunt downstair and went up with them won't be able to come out. Hmm... I thought she could just shook her head out of the window and I just give her a wave and a smile. To let her know that there's someone care and worried sick for her. =) Haha... She promise me, I hope she kept her words. N keep no secret eh?
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:49
13 March 2008
Went back to OC Centre for retraining and the whole training was fun. Training starts about half an hour late, cuz some of them were late. Then in the morning basically theory, booklet to read up and we had early lunch. Was drizzling outside, having lunch alone. Kinda miss my girls. Went back pretty early, didn't talk to the rest norhx.
Afternoon practical starts. Everything went smoothly. And thats the end of the whole training. =)
And for goodness sake, can it stop raining for just one day? My clothes had been hanging outside for 3 continuous days. =(
irresistible itch
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:14
12 March 2008
Time flies pretty fast this week. Tomorrow is Thursday and I'll be going back for retraining. Hopefully this training will be over soon and let me sit and pass for the test.
Itchiness doesn't stop. And m not feeling any better. Having to face the mirror to apply the cream at my back myself is a kind of torture. It'll only makes me feel more sad seeing not much improvement. =( Sighs.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:29
10 March 2008
Guess last night I frightened my mummy and friends. The itchness doesn't stop and it spreads tremendously till I felt that I'm ugly. I felt totally depressed and I cried non-stop till my mom was so worried sick for me. I was so emotional last night that I even felt fearful that I couldn't control myself and do anything silly. I couldn't sleep though I applied cream and take my med on time. But I could see the slight improvement, hopefully I'll recover soon. I wanna be able to celebrate my 21st birthday with my family and friend.
So this coming Thursday will be going back for retraining. This afternoon just get to know that Valencia no longer work at OC le. Sighs... guess lunch time gonna be alone. =( Not sure how long the whole course gonna take. Hopefully I can pass my test and be back at the counter asap. And hope things gonna flow smoothly for me.
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:25
07 March 2008
It was so nice of jiejie to take leave and accompany me to National Skin Centre with me this morning. =) Initially jiejie asked me to take train. But we reach JE alight and bought paos and ice milo and hail a cab to NSC. Was a lil' late, but was being consulted pretty fast.
Dr Wong said that it was skin allergic.
Dr Wong: "Have you been to any chalet that is near the beach?"
Me: "I been to Orchid Country Club but not sure if my rooms are located near the beach or not"
Dr Wong: "Is there any mosquitoes at home?"
Me: "If have, all of us would suffered from the same skin problems."
Dr Wong: "No, is not true. Mosquitoes are very unfair, they only bites certain people."
Starinng hard at her... she said she was frequently biten by mosquitoes but she's not allergic to it.
Dr Wong: "So is your company going to pay the bill for you?"
Me: "Think should be... "
Dr Wong: "That's Marvellous".
Then she starts typing a lot of medication for me. In total, I've 5 types of medicines to consume, 2 creams to apply and 1 for shower use. Looking at all these medicines makes me feel very sians. But wanna it to recover soon, think I've no choice but to follow suits right? Hees. Proceed to the payment section for consultation. It cost 76bucks for today and 10bucks deposit for the next appointment. Then went down to the pharmacy to collect my medicines and it cost 36bucks. Gosh... the whole check up cost me 112bucks, taxi fare 13bucks... 125. =(
Jiejie was asking if I wanna go shop around so I suggested AMK Hub cuz of the A1 c. puffs. Saw a few tops from T3 that I pretty like it a lot but it cost 33bucks/each. Also jeans from Just 2 U. Jiejie bought 2jeans for herself, think it still cost her a bomb though there's a 10% discount. Bought a watch, cuz buy one get one free. Teehee...
Took the A1 c. puffs to mummy house and realised that she was at home. Hmm... talks with her and think she feels happy. Cuz for the past few weeks my attitude to her changed a lot. Cuz of the stupid itchness that resulted me to feel irritated easily. Sorry mummy!
Left her place around 5.30pm when the old man is about to come back. Hmm... went to GP to help jiejie to collect her watch and then bought a cake for lil' niece, her bf tomorrow morning. Then w/d $ behalf of jiejie and bought a mattress. Cost 138bucks, delivered up by the boss. =)
Just finish cleaning up my room. Checked the result, failed. Hmm... forget it. Waiting for bonus to come.
Everything was settled for Thai trip and credits goes to Kelly. She's the one who plan and book everything for our trip. Girl thanks a lot. I think my attitude wasn't good yesterday when u called me. Sorry, really sorry.
Specially wanna thanks my jiejie I know though I always complaint to mummy about her. I know afterall, she cares and dote me a lot. =) Her birthday coming, she told me that she likes the watches that we saw at AMK this afternoon. She also likes a shoe from converse then sony mp3. Think I getting either one of it for her bahs. Lets see.. how much I will be getting for this month.
Medicines not strong enough to make me feel drowsy, I need those to sleep well at night. Sighs.
e n d u r a n c e
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:48
02 March 2008
Have a good sleep this morning till evening. Woke up shower and had my dinner. Was confirm that our Thai Trip will be on the 27 Mar - 29 Mar... is a 3days trip. Hopefully we're able to shop all the shopping malls that nears our hotel. Tomorrow will book the air tickets and the hotel online.
Damn I do not know whats wrong with my immune system. I do not know the reason that causes the itch slowly from legs and now all over the body even my neck. Was it because of insect bites/dirty bloods/the medicine that I took that causes the side effect? And what makes it more worse is my attitude. I simply can't even be bothered to do something about it when the rest are worried sick for me. It spread, seriously do. I do not know if it will spread to other, so better don't stand near me, don't touch my things and more importantly don't share food or drinks with me.
Schedule at work gonna be a lil' busy for me especially when I've to go for the refresher module and again study and prepare for the test. I've to pass. If I am back at the counter, there's this phobia in me. But I can't think of it so much... at least I must stay till I get my bonus next month. =) I believe time flies fast, now is already Mar soon 'll be Valencia Bdae, Pay Day, Thai Trip, Beginning of Apr and then bonus. So I must hang on there eh?
Took @ Kenneath Bdae Party
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:42
Saturday morning work load was heavy. End day was rushing to meet Kelly at JP but was being delayed by CSM as he wants to talk to me regarding my case. So finally they've decided to send me for refresher module @ OC Center for few days and take a test. I can resume back to my current designation provided that I pass the test. I think it's gonna be tough but I'll tried my best.
Took train to Expo for the NATAS Fair for our Thai Trip end of this month. However, we didn't manage to get much info for the trip. Perhaps... we've no idea which part of Thai Kok we heading to. So head to Watson Fair and bought a pillow back. Dinner at BL was so-so, dishes were either too salty/greasy. Hmm... a heavy dinner we had.
Reach home around 9pm+ wash up my clothes and was already like an hour after. Thought of not joining baby for club tonight. But saw her sms saying that she'd be busy for next few months, is tough to arrange for a meet up. Hope to see us around to let her enjoy herself. So I went though I'm really exhausted. I was late =) As usual, head down to MOS and I was sitting down inside the smoking area most of the time. I pretty like this night cuz I was not drunk inside and just socialize around. Well of cuz ppl approch me first. First guy think he's a lil' drunk but nice chat up with him. Second was a guy, and he was like wanna approach yet not dare to approach. His friends splite into 3groups so he was inside the smoking area. He asked for a dance but I didn't. Nice catching up with him. Next was a lady who came over to ask if she'd sit beside me. And she introduced her friend who happens to be birthday boy for the night. Wished him Happy Bdae and yepp get to know more about her when she starts asking me question. And I asked her back.
About 4am+ look through the glasses, think the group that dance greatly was either from Europe/LA. Thumbs up for their dancing and I saw everything their kissing. Is normal. =) The guy was definitely a great kisser while the girl plays a good one.
Head to the Mac for BF and head back home. Thought I'm tired but look I'm not. M down here blogging.
Exhausted.
I hope I'll luv myself more
07:33
